Two In Two Out by G.A. Hauser

Author:G.A. Hauser [Hauser, G.A.]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Tags: m/m
Published: 2009-10-21T23:00:00+00:00

* * * *After they washed up, they were back in Blake's bed once again. Hunter rested his head on Blake's chest as Blake caressed his hair affectionately. Listening to Blake's heart was comforting. Inhaling to fill his lungs with Blake's scent, Hunter closed his eyes. It had been another crazy twenty-four hours.

Hunter felt conflicted. On one hand he and Blake had finally consummated their love affair. Yet there were limits and restrictions placed on it. We can't live together? The pain of that truth struck deep. But he wouldn't wish the agony he had gone through in San Diego on anyone, least of all the man he loved.

But ‘no’ was the hardest word to hear. He didn't want to accept that this, what they had, separate lives but pretending to be one, was it. A final decision on the rest of their lives. It seemed so shallow and cruel.

Hunter was trying to cope with that two letter answer. ‘No.’ It was a harsh reality, but one he did understand.

"You still awake?"

"Yeah.” Hunter shifted off Blake's chest lazily so they could connect gazes. Crushing a pillow under his head, Hunter snuggled against Blake's side, draping his leg over Blake's crotch.

"You can stay here every night."

Hunter narrowed his eyes in confusion, not responding.

"I would love it if you were here all the time."

"And keep my apartment?"

"No good?” Blake reached down and held Hunter's leg in place over his body.

"It doesn't make sense. You know how much money I pay for that place?"

"Can you use your parents’ address?"

"They live in San Diego."

Blake gazed at the ceiling, like he was struggling to think.

"Blake."

He tilted to look at Hunter again.

"Who has our home info?"

"Everyone. Are you kidding?"

"What if I get a P.O. box?"

"No. The department won't allow that. They want a street address."

Hunter flopped over to his back in frustration. “This sucks! Blake, we have to find a way to do this. I want you with me. And I don't want the fricken expense of paying for a place I'm not using. It's not possible."

"Okay, look ... today is only the first day we've connected on a physical level. Let's try not jump ahead of ourselves and take it a day at a time."

Hunter pecked his cheek and snuggled back down on Blake's shoulder. “Stop being the sensible one."

"Someone has to or we'll be completely fucked up at work."

"I'm thinking you mean more to me than work."

"Hunter,” Blake chided tiredly.

"Whatever.” Hunter exhaled in frustration.

"Get some rest.” Blake snaked his arm under Hunter's torso and hugged him tight.

Hunter closed his eyes and let go a deep sigh to relax. As long as Blake was in his life he could manage. Right? Wrong. He wanted to live with him, marry him, and announce to the world how proud he was to have a man like Blake Hughes as his lover.

What world do you live in, Hunter? he asked himself. Some fantasy land where there are no homophobes? That land doesn't exist. The fuckers are everywhere.

Trying not

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